First off, I’d like to introduce myself; In the real world, my name is Danny. Yet, ever since my first steps on the Internet – somewhere in early nineties – I am Dwaas. I am the keeper of foolishlego.com, the home of my Lego photography and webcomic. ‘Foolish Lego’ and Dwaas are special to me. Both partly born out of the feeling of wanting to escape (or make sense of) reality and for the other part born out of wanting to share stories.
Have you ever felt the desire to do something whilst knowing you just couldn’t do it? I used to feel like that. I had many shards of stories in my mind; images, words of wisdom (or quite the opposite), small scenes, undefined thoughts, etc.
As a kid, I got the ideas out of my head by playing in my own little childhood world. As an adult that world broadened and I couldn’t figure out how to give my ideas form anymore; I’m not a gifted writer, nor can I draw any good. I tried a personal blog (in Dutch), talking about all kinds of things that were on my mind but it just wasn’t it.
Then, in late 2012, I ran into the brilliant site of a guy called “Dan of Action”, one of the Lego photography pioneers. Actually, I think he might have been the first one to do a Lego 365-project (go check it out!) and I instantly loved his brilliant work! At that precise moment, everything came together.
This was it! The perfect way to express myself besides being fun. Furthermore, I finally found a use for my Lego collection and this was the perfect opportunity to do something with my photography. Up until then, my camera was only collecting dust mainly because I had no inspiration for photography. Also, I was convinced I sucked at photography and didn’t make the time to learn. I’ve been told It’s always easier to learn something if you know where you’re going. Now I had found that goal!
I stopped thinking and just started. To put the bar up high and force myself to search for inspiration I decided to do a 365. In the real world, it’s easy for me to simply ‘forget’ to relax, a heavy workload as a medical specialist can do that to you. So, to give me some extra pressure to keep going and prevent life from getting in my way, the 365 would have to be a public one. January 1st 2013 felt like the perfect starting date and so it began.
A 365 turned out to be more challenging than I expected. Overall, shooting one photo per day was okay. Yet, there were the busy days and stress was detrimental to my inspiration. Looking back through my photo’s I instantly recognize the uninspired ones. Other challenges were vacations and business-trips. My minifigs travelled the world with me; Nepal, Turkey, The U.S., etc. By the way, I t was always a fun moment watching the looks on the faces of customs-people at the airports, pulling the bag filled to the brim with minifigs out of my hand luggage.
Despite the challenges I (mostly) absolutely loved doing a 365! So much that at the (first) end I had completed a 730! I learned so much. A lot of technical stuff about photography & cinematography, and about all kinds of communities (a. o. Lego, photography, Lego-comics and toy-photographers). I learned photoshop, which also comes in handy in other areas these days. I also learned Lego-photography relaxed me, dissolved irritations and put some issues in perspective. Besides, it forced me to take time for my hobbies; It’s quite nice to only worry about a photo for a short time each day. I learned about how other people looked at me, always surprising to see people laugh at first, eventually becoming intrigued and quite impressed. I learned to see small, secret worlds within the world we live in. Also, I learned about myself. Each photo shows something of myself and I noticed that if I combine a couple of (recurring) characters on Foolish Lego… well… they are me!
Lastly, I learned about telling a story within a single photo, loving the fact that many of my photos can be interpreted in different ways. Nevertheless, these fragments or sparks of stories within the single photos weren’t enough for me. More on that a next time.
Very interesting post Danny! I’ve been a big fan of your Dwaas photos for a few years now, so I really enjoyed reading your story. Like you, LEGO photography helped me dust off my camera and get back into taking pictures. As you said, it’s the perfect way to express ourselves. I always enjoy your photos!
Lynn
Thank you for your kind words Lynn!
I believe my story is, in essence, that of many who started doing toy-photography at one time or the other. Often makes me wonder why the camera was collecting dust in the first place. 🙂
I love your post Dwaa…err..Danny!
I enjoyed reading your story and your struggle through the 365. I did it too, but was not toy-related and i can read in your words the same stress i’ve had proven when i “had to take a shot”.
I was not aware of your work but i’m happy i can recover. Hope to see you around!
Thank you Aphol!
Yeah, the stress days were I really had no time were the worst. Sometimes I’d stay up until 12 AM the day before and then shoot my photo before getting into bed. That way I had the rest of the day for whatever else needed to be done. Haha … those were the days.
I only recently became aware of your work via Twitter btw! I saw that the hiker broke into Dwaas and Kemi’s house 🙂
Danny, I loved your photos at first sight but did not get around to reading you post until now. Wow, what a story! I especially loved the part about people first belittleing your hobby – and later respecting your work. That’s something I wish happens to all of us sooner or later.
And now I’ll have to catch up with your work! Cheers!
Hi Tobias!
It’s a great feeling. In the beginning I was kinda quiet about my hobby around people. Once I became open about it, enthusiastic and showed people the other side of Lego… I noticed people became genuinely interested, opened up and even started talking about their own guilty pleasures. I love bringing the inner child in others out in the open. That’s another positive about this hobby I forgot about. Thank you!